So I was on the phone with a friend the other day, talking about a few different topics when I had this realisation about my life.
As a child, I was into the Harry Potter books (and the films). I loved Middle Earth. The world of Eragon enthralled me, as did Narnia, Mary Poppins, Bedknobs and Brooksticks.
Nearly all of my favourite books and films - even tv series - have had something to do with magic.
Being on the path I'm feels so right to me and I never really understood why this was.
Until that phonecall when I realised that almost all my life, I was being prepared for this path. I was always meant to walk it.
A friend gave me a set of rose quartz runes and said that when she saw them, she felt I had to have them. I didn't really use them much until January 2019.
But when I did use them, it felt so right.
Even when I bought some oracle card decks, using them felt so right.
Now I have a tarot deck and using it feels amazing.
I know things about moon phases and other magic-related topics that I have never researched - this might have something to do with a past life (more about that in another post).
I've collected books over the years that I'm now using in my research about the path I am now walking. Books about Druidism, English Magic and Celtic Mythology.
I was even gifted a dozen or so books by someone who said she felt I needed to have them. This happened around Easter 2019 when I was still very new to this path.
I'd only told one person about my newfound path at this point. Someone I knew I could trust. So the lady who gave me the books would not have known about the path I'm on.
I spoke to another friend the other day and spoke about this with them. They suggested that maybe I'd found my purpose in life and that hit home as well.
This has been quite an emotional week for me about my path but so powerful in the realisation that I was always meant to walk this particular path.
Self-knowledge is so much more powerful than we think. We're so used to being shown or told how to be in this day and age that we forget to be true to our own selves. This path has allowed me to realise this on so many levels since I started walking it.
(I know I haven't been posting very often but I'm working on my time management so that I can share more with you.)
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